i'd better concentrate..

man..how slack can one get a day before a major exam.. did my work at a leisurely pace today.. very lerisurely i add. and it's not like i'm damn smart or something.. i'm not einstein.. more like ein stein.. (a stone in german) haha. wtf. ok, not stress.. felt a little panic this morning but it went away after some time.. pls do not come back again.. watched shi zi lu kou again.. watch it every week..cuz my parents have become fans of that show..haha. not really lah.. been slacking till now.. after dinner i'll try do a little.. but i think i can fit a little cm in before that.. hope it's really true that i can study better at night.. now that i can stay up a bit later.. have fun ppl.

i apologise if i said or done anything wrong.. just felt the need to.. just in case..

it's cold. hope not. no, it's just me.
screw me lah..

i go around looking and end up feeling.. don't know how to describe..

i just feel that qing tian is quite an accurate representation of the situation..

the trip back on the mrt can be very disturbing.. when you're alone your mind just wanders doesn't it? was thinking about something.. getting sorta numb and all.. not really numb but still.. then my train of thought was broken by a couple ppl talking about ghosts and stuff.. like they just cam out of camp or sth.. nvr, this's not the point. the main point is that i'm thinking a lot.. a lot these days. about some stuff.. been confused. i would like to move on.. look to the future.. stop looking back. watcha gonna do about it anyway? it's really distracting me from the promos more than i imagine.. damn.

kwok at rj is diao.. like ok, so vj's promos are almost over.. wtf.. haha. well, here we go.. vj.. damn damn damn. arrrgh.... aaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgggggghh..

ok, could actually say i enjoyed the paper today.. weird huh.. think i'm gonna just enjoy the remaining papers too.. like yeah.. kinda relaxed now.. no prob..

don't ask me too much ok..

i'm getting wary of who comes here.. sometimes i really wonder whether i should say some stuff cuz if i don't know who might see stuff they shouldn't.

these days i have these surges of emotion.. feelings that just come.. and most it's about.. i'll deal with it..

i usually do not like such days at home.. but at least it offers some more rest time. hmm that's not what i ought to be doing now right.. i ought to be mugging my ass off now.. ok yeah i know promos are important.. and i would like to stop harping on that. hopefully the teachers won't kill us.. i wanna do s papers ok.. haha. oh shit, exams tomorrow.. it's here already? omg. wish me luck.

God bless me. and all.

damn bad.. i lost my physics tys. anyone who has an extra PLEASE lend to me? a couple of years back also can.. yeah? i'm kinda desperate. thanxx.

have to get used to my specs soon. as in like by tmr.. stayed back in school to mug when not many did. can't say i did much though.. went off earlier some more.. in for a night of mugging i hope. cheer up. it'll be fine. guess i won't be coming online so often aka everyday now.. i'll try not to. the promos will be over soon..

i seriously doubt if i'll ever put i tagboard anywhere near my blog.. cuz ppl like renkong will erm.. yes. hahaha. well, maybe. i'm still giving it a thought.

feeling really tired. by everything. dunnoe why. must be the stress. the stress's screwing up things. oh well, i'm not gonna stress myself too much over some exams. yeah, i'll do my best.

hmm, the jerseys better turn out nice. yes, they better. screw lah, why can't i have no.1? haha, wtf. Z K 13 would look quite cock. ok. ok, shouldn't be that bad. damn, i should be worried about other things lor.. haha.

don't feel like studying AT ALL. wtf. i'm sorry, i'll try get something done. get stuff into your head and don't let them come out! haha, yeah..

hmm, yes. mugged with sec4 classmates today. dinnered with them too.. haha fun. ppl i feel comfortable with.. ok, quite ok. i dunnoe lah, i just can't an1 pai2 my time well. like so many things to do so little time, so little money. haha. have fun ppl.. what's that called again? 4Q-f----: flying without wings: 2003.. right.. haha it's damn funny.

couldn't get anything into my head since i came back from school.. so decided to try refresh my mind a little.. hmm, actually coming here isn't part of refreshing my mind is it.. haha. dunnoe why i still feel slackish. like i don't wanna put unneccesary pressure on myself just because of promos.. heh. fine, i'll prob have to push myself a little more. ok, a little more than a little more. erm. yeah, do well for promos please. can't wait for this heaviness over us to be lifted..

Everwood's a nice show. was watching it after epl highlights.. and now i'm watching some sunyanzi thing on tv.. hot shit. which means i've been slacking for quite some time. damn. sigh think i will be wasting a little more time later.. wtf, i'd better do something. time's running out. paper on fri. the real thing for me starts next week. when the big papers come. arrgh. last three days in sch b4 promos. better make use of the time. all ways i mean. i'm missing someone. anyway, hoping for a productive few days. come on man. don't slack liao!